Hungarian Quartet
The night anywhereis just a car choking into life and idling as he nurses it to warmth, the window ice melting as he buckles in, the flare his lighter makes in the inner dark and she chiding his late drinking, hoping he will drive slowly on the black roads, and he will let her sleep tonight.
There is a man’s far away shout, a woman’s cry. it could be anywhere: the cold night stars burning overhead, the silence of the snow, a horizon of dogs recalling how they ran in packs long ago through this flat border country. It could be here in the Bacska running south with the great river down to lost Vojvodina.
It’s late, after palinka and fisherman’s soup. Then for hours the thump of the bowling balls the local skinheads and the Serbs downstairs roll half the night between long telephone calls to somewhere far away. It could be now. It could be anywhere in this northern winter before sleep. It could be anyone’s song.
Sandor the poetMeet Sandor the gipsy. He is a poet in his own kingdom, under the reeds. Today he is building his winter house. This is his pig. Thankyou he says.
Thankyou for coming to see me. Would you like to marry my daughter? You are a rich man from the West. Be kind to her. Buy her chocolate and pink champagne.
Someone is shoving a wire through a pig’s nose. Someone is revving a motorbike up and down the dusty alley. When the screaming stops you hear water pouring from the pump,
you hear the wind over the waste and the reeds where his people live by the old Russian barracks at Kiskunmajsa. They could move in there but the government, the government.
The bitter eyes of the gipsies, empty pockets, empty glasses. Soon it may be time to go to jail again. Soon again winter, when some will die
in this village without a name. A special tribe, he says, their leathery wee women are blue eyed yellow haired daughters of the Red Army, 1944.
Namyo he shrugs: doesn’t work. He waves at the flies, complaining you see how it is here with us the Cigany? Look at the flies on the bread.
And picks up his instrument and plays a lament for the ancient distance, at night a sky burning with stars, every one of them Hungarian.
Alma the apple. Roka the fox. The leaves are drifting from the trees. Soon will come the bleak zima of the pusta. Thankyou for coming to see me.
Mishi’s songI will sing one song from Novi Sad. But this this is not a song.
The words: difficult, different. I can’t remember: la la la. Oh my love.
My beloved landscape and the landscape of my beloved. I was born to it. I should die there.
Each night the phone rang. Sometimes silence, breathing. Or a man cursing in Serbian:
why don’t you go? You have a wife, children, we can kill them.
You we will impale. Land I was born to. This is not a song.
Dmitri’s songI will song now the lost song in the lost voice from the lost time
if I can find it if I can find where I left it
the old song from the old time of an old man who is young again
ah but always
something is wrong in exile and the heart is bloody always
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